Wow. I am in the toughest spiritual/physical season of my entire adult life.
I’ve been trying for 20 minutes to start this post, and I just can’t yet. There are too many variables.
I will say, for the two of you who follow this blog, that my reason for not writing is not that nothing’s happening.
I developed this blog as a journal, a place to post my firmly held-beliefs. Well, all bets have been off the last few months as things firmly held have fallen into the refiner’s fire and they’re not done cooking yet.
I’m not comfortable with where I am. I am in process. It’s hard. It goes against so much of who I thought I was or should be by now.
For now, it’s awesome to know that my God is on the throne, and my wife is by my side. Everything else ……